I found the headline I wrote two years ago quite enlightening.
"An Artists way back..to maybe finding creativity & some some well deserved meaning..of what I dont know, but there has got to be something."
I happened to stumble upon this "blog" today, seeing my last entry was in 2005!
That's the great thing about blogs. Reading a few of the entries posted back in 2005, reminding me of those things. But what really stuck Me was my own "headline" That hasn't changed. In fact I am more confused than ever.
I think I might have some form of Artists ADD.
My head is full of still kinds if "stuff". Pictures and ideas I want to paint. Designing Poser. Honestly I don't know much about Poser, but it looked interesting enough to want Me to play around with it. I am also working diligently on "My Space" tweaking layouts. Not to mention the 12 unfinished web sites I am trying to promote. And of course trying to design Tee-Shirts. And this is all right now, every time I begin a project I am thrown off into another page of endless ideas. Its sort of like that new Gwen Stefani ad she's in for HP where all the sheets if papers are flying behind her with Ideas. If I was virtual, I would look like that.
It was also nice to see some comments that I had not seen before, Thank You to the people who submitted them.
And it seems nothing has changed about Red Carpets since 2005, and that roommate has since moved on...
BUT, the strangest thing since 2005 was My comment on Jennifer Lopez. I still am totally against her Fur line. Not sure if she ever got the hint and changed it, but my view on her has changed.
I completely boycotted anything that had to do with her. Last year for Christmas a friend gave Me her perfume collection. I tossed it, than for some odd reason, still boxed I took it back from the trash. Well actually it was in a box I was going to give to Good Will. Oddly enough, I can't wear fragrance, maybe it clashes with My "Artists ADD".
Fragrance always had a reverse effect on me. Anyway, I open it, try it one night, and as fate would have it, I am swarmed with compliments on how great the aroma coming off Me is.
Perhaps I am one step closer to finding some meaning, and in Jennifer Lopez's case, Second Chances?, which I firmly believe Everyone deserves.
An Artists way back..to maybe finding creativity & some some well deserved meaning..of what I dont know, but there has got to be something.
